Seeing and not being

I had a life changing experience over the past week. I figured out a lot, I finally did something with my heart and my head instead of doing what the logical thing would be. It's really difficult knowing I have hurt people, especially the ones I love....but it is something I did and I have to deal with.

I know I have let a lot of people down, but most of all I have let myself down. I have not been the person I said I was or the person I wanted to be. I do know though who and what I want to be and think I am on a good road at last to becoming those things. I haven't always, but now I am doing my best.